Probably Our Saddest Convo Ever

Friday, July 13, 2012 · Posted in ,

Me : You're just unlike the other guy. Sometimes I feel like you don't love me enough. Why ? Siapa ?

Him : Ngga ada siapa-siapa. Ngga kenapa-kenapa..

Me : You know you can't lie me on this. Tell me.

*setelah hampir setengah jam muter-muter pertanyaan yang sama*

Him : Karena situasi. You don't know my situation at home. Berat yang. Berasa ga ada dukungan. Berasa pengen nyerah kemaren. Itu ngebentuk Desri jadi nahan-nahan ekspresi sayang Desri ke Poe.

Me : Kenapa harus ditahan ?

Him : Karena takut. Takut akhirnya kita gagal memperjuangkan & kita berdua terlalu dalem rasa sayangnya.

Me : Not because you don't love me ?

Him : It's because I love you too much. Terlalu sayangnya Desri, sampai mikir ga mau Poe sakit nantinya kalau kita gagal. Sampai ke situ Desri mikirin Poe.

Me : This doesn't make sense. All I know is if you love someone, you gotta fight for her. Diperjuangkan atau ngga itu bisa dilihat dari besar kecilnya rasa sayang dia kan ?

Him : Justru karena itu Poe makanya Desri perjuangin di situasi seberat ini. Karena yang Desri perjuangin itu Poe.. Bukan orang laen.

Me: So, let's say you finally give in. I finally give in. Then what ?

Him : Trus sendiri-sendiri gitu ? *hening lama* *geleng-geleng kepala* Ga berani buat ngebayangin.

Me : *long silence*

*Fuck this. I suddenly wanna laugh my life off*

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